They are annoyed by my narcissistic approach. Ha… like everyone is mother Teresa. It may dawn on the irritating lot that I always stood up for the much needed offensive stance, lest they forget I have an admirable temperament that though, not the best is invaluable to me. Superior I am and I may think so; in the manner of commandments, and it comes by they hate it; the irony is that they just ‘get along’. At least there are people who want to be with me… not just get along. I try me best not to lose the ones I love, but my circumstantial behavior is absolutely circumstantial, no matter how hard I try to learn to behave, so that I am not lousy, I tend to be arrogant if I see I can’t have it my way. Situational behavior is in everyone’s nature, why single our one me?
Every occasion has a song. I want to hear Matchbox 20-

All day
Staring at the ceiling
Making friends with shadows on my wall
All night
Hearing voices telling me
That I should get some sleep
Because tomorrow might be good for something
Hold on I'm feeling
like I'm headed for a
Breakdown
I don't know why
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know, right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know, right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be

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